What if your biggest shame was exposed by your accuser?

Son,
Boy this blog is a great one that really hit home!!!!!!!!!!! Yes, satan is the accuser of the brethren. Like you said out of respect I my-self will not point fingers at anyone for the shameful things in my life, more so in my younger years. It is good when a young person such as yourself recognizes the characteristics of the accuser(satan), because satan is out to destroy whomever or whatever is in his path! His main goal is to bring shame to the home, so lives will be destroyed. What better place to began with than the home? I say all the time oh if I could go back I would do this or that. Well, there is no returning back, now you have one chance and one chance only@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have had a lot of regrets, sleepless nights, tears of sadness thinking what if, then I think of the joy of yours and Melissa’s birth and God brings happiness into my heart with the reminder of the day ya’ll were first placed into my arms. Nothing like the fresh smell, dependent of that little one that wraps it’s tiny fingers around yours. That makes me forget my shame for a little while. But, when I started destroying the accuser back is when I re-dedicated my life to God and put it all under the blood of Jesus. Yes, satan comes at me still and this is actually good, because when satan attacks me I know that is a sure sign he doesn’t have me. It keeps me on my toes, pray more, and hit him back with the word of God. God’s word is more powerful than any two edged sword the Bible says. An example of the accuser, I teach the girls and I felt so unworthy yesterday morning=I thought what are you doing in that class teaching, I’m gonna resign! The girls came in and our lesson was a combo of Resolution vs Committment. Joy began to fill my heart as they ask prayer for me and Joe and thanking God for their Sunday School teacher. That blew me out of the water and brought tears to my eyes. I said no satan, God put me in here and I’m here to stay, because God said in Psalms he doesn’t remember my sins as far as the east is from the west, so get thee behind me@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So if satan reminds me of my past I remind him of his future!!!!!!!!! My future is to push forward and be the best to my grands(spiritually as I can) that is the way I want them to remember me as, The Mawmaw that loved them and God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My past may resurface, but God put it under the blood. When I see the blood I will pass over you the song goes on to say.
your greatest fan
love mom 01-28-2013

Nothing stings so much as being falsely accused. Especially if you are not in the position to defend yourself. Our biggest accuser, Satan, finds our weak soft underbelly of false guilt (false because the price has been paid, not that we didn’t participate in a sin) and strikes over and over. That is why we need to resist him, to tell him to sod off. Thankfully we do not need to stand alone against him. We have such a great Advocate – who will not let anything seperate us from Him and His love – and that includes principalities and powers (Satan and his minions). Praise the Lord. When attacks come I try to reconize them for what they are, denounce their power over me through the blood of Christ and turn the tables – acknowledge that I am weak and He is strong and give thanks for the forgiveness of the sinful reminder. That takes Satan’s power away. Great topic for discussion.